28th of January

28 01 2014

First anniversary of your afterlife.  You tried to hang on: Not wanting to ruin everyone’s holidays.  It seems a disservice to everyone to morn, but for the most part I haven’t … and I promise that from here on I will only celebrate the fact you shared your life with me. Forgive me for not being able to do that this year..

Please forgive my absence…

19 01 2014

I have been stuck in a pattern of destructive thinking trying not to pass that on.   I have been shutting down and it looks a lot like depression, but I have found it to be a necessary component of resetting my brain function.  Life is getting better, I will see you again soon.

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